⇒ mid-week high

monday flew right by...asshole public commuter prick on train from St Leonards to Town Hall repeatedly pushing my back, then when I turn around to see if I'm imagining a human being that annoying, he's got the gall to tell me 'mate, we gotta get off'. No sh!t, sherlock! Put your hands on me again, I'll throw you on the tracks, mfukka! What an unbelievable asshole!

tuesday flew right by...dad a bit ill, but should be ok...I don't think it's kidney stones.

Sydney Weather bureau f#cked up 3 times in a row: monday and tuesday thunderstorms predicted during the day. I carry my brolly the whole day and not a drop of water touches me. Today, prediction: no rain. Guess what? It rained! Bastards. They're embarassing themselves. I make better weather predictions from another country! Get your act together, guys!

Rode the bus home sitting next to a super-hottie today...not enough chutzpah to talk to her though...I swear she's like a 20 on a scale of 1 to 10. She was reading some weird serial-killer book though...yeah, kinda creepy.
If you're reading this, I'm single, employed, clean and not crazy (unless you want it like that, rowr).

More Indy-4 backlashing:
warning: Indy 4 spoilers within, but since it made 300+ million in 5 days, I'm going to assume you've seen it.

we’re treated to at least six reaction shots from a random prairie dog, and oh hey did I mention that at one point Shia LeBeouf swings through the trees and attacks Spalko with an army of monkeys? Because yeah, that totally happens.

Sounds ridiculous incendiary and yet it's surprising truthful! Sh!t, that tells you how bad Indy 4 was. No? Ok, one more, this time a quote of a quote:

"A cgi car chase killer ant gopher monkey double agent but not really waterfall interdimensional alien time lord of a film."

from http://www.filmdrunk.com/post.phtml?pk=1800

listening to:
Usher feat. Beyonce, Lil' Wayne - Love in this club part 2

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⇒ leaving today!

going to VIETNAM TODAY!

I hardly slept last night--you know my body rhythm's off. Anyhoo, delivered all 3 projects--2 pretty good, the other is one of my worst ever. Worst EVER. Many reasons: I ran out of time; I didn't care for the subject; I didn't feel motivated at all for the whole year; I was overcomitted to other activities such as work; I just can't do it anymore. At least not right now.

But enough about that, it's VIETNAM TIME! Plane leaves @ 1430. Ciao!

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⇒ financial assault

went to make a deposit today...

an attempt was made to 'sell' to me...they just talked and talked and talked...so i humored them and listened...anyhoo, at first they asked me for extra id and security q's, which initially incensed me, but in hindsight, the security there's pretty sound, so I'm happy about that.

need to save before I jet off to the asian south-east!

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⇒ Discipline

this is the element which has been eluding me for the last few months. My aimlessness and squandering/lack of perseverance were due to my lack of discipline. I have to teach myself to be strong again. I do undoubtedly believe that uni is tying me down, rather than lifting me up (I should have seen the signs--6 years of suppression!).

Change is a curious thing. Months ago, in my mind, change was instantaneous--just drop what you're doing and take a new course. But the dynamics and inner mechanics have been revealed to me. I can't just burn my bridges and references--consider all the effort and time I put into building my professional reputation. Change has to go through diplomatic and bureaucratic channels. A situation must be presented in which everyone appears to win. That is the only outcome which can be accepted.

ALSO: Today, I had my shots today...3 i think...I got tablets to take and noxious liquids to drink at scheduled intervals...

anyhoo, I'll be pretty immunised, come november...

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