⇒ leaving today!

going to VIETNAM TODAY!

I hardly slept last night--you know my body rhythm's off. Anyhoo, delivered all 3 projects--2 pretty good, the other is one of my worst ever. Worst EVER. Many reasons: I ran out of time; I didn't care for the subject; I didn't feel motivated at all for the whole year; I was overcomitted to other activities such as work; I just can't do it anymore. At least not right now.

But enough about that, it's VIETNAM TIME! Plane leaves @ 1430. Ciao!

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⇒ Discipline

this is the element which has been eluding me for the last few months. My aimlessness and squandering/lack of perseverance were due to my lack of discipline. I have to teach myself to be strong again. I do undoubtedly believe that uni is tying me down, rather than lifting me up (I should have seen the signs--6 years of suppression!).

Change is a curious thing. Months ago, in my mind, change was instantaneous--just drop what you're doing and take a new course. But the dynamics and inner mechanics have been revealed to me. I can't just burn my bridges and references--consider all the effort and time I put into building my professional reputation. Change has to go through diplomatic and bureaucratic channels. A situation must be presented in which everyone appears to win. That is the only outcome which can be accepted.

ALSO: Today, I had my shots today...3 i think...I got tablets to take and noxious liquids to drink at scheduled intervals...

anyhoo, I'll be pretty immunised, come november...

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⇒ destination: homeland

so in a semi-spur of moment decision, I've secured myself a seat on a flight to VIET-F#CKIN-NAM! That's right, I'm headed for the motherland in a few months. Better start savin' so I dollas to throw around like a snobby tourist! Yowza! Countdown will begin when I've figured out how many days are left between now and leaving on a jet* plane...

The Masters projects...well they're coming along...I really really REALLY need alot more consecutive time off...

purdy indie game Aquaria

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